Small issues creating Big problems

the smallest things of life make us so happy. you know why? i believe it's because we do not expect them. to expect is to have expectation, and all of a sudden those once wants become into needs. needs that have to be met or you cannot fully be happy, for that is what we believe. i've been noticing that a lot lately. why do we all of a sudden become so set in our ways about what (really in the whole scheme of life) does not matter? what's the point? we stress about specifics. i believe that it's because we have made ourselveses believe that we cannot change the large picture. so, what we can change we have to. no matter what it takes. it will go our way, because that's the right way (even if no one else believes it).

and then there are the opposite people. the ones whom think they can change everything. usually they do not become successful. but all of a sudden there's an Adolf Hitler. a Jesus Christ. a Napoleon. a Shakespeare. and it can turn from bad to good or good to bad. it seems to me that it's the motives of the people. i mean, if you want to do good you can. it might not be perfect and it may not go exactly how you wanted, but it's still good. or you can do evil. it might not work out the way you planned it, but it could still be bad. i mean (@ least I think) that the end does not justify the means. and, the means cannot justify the end. for the end shouldn't be defined if the means are correct. i could be wrong though, as Christ wanted to live for the hope of the end. but, the difference is that God gives us choice. he does not force the end for His agenda, even though it's the best end one could hope for. people still need choice for it to be real. the motions do not constitute for the motives.