Not perfection, reality

wow! God is actually working here. it's amazing. this is so much more than i expected. i'm really finding some meaning here. nothing's perfect yet, but i don't know if that's what i'm looking for. i'm not looking for fake perfection. i'm looking for real answers. real life. reality itself. and, although this is a false environment it's really helping me to understand whom i am and where i'm at right now. to understand how i can better others. and to focus on the bigger picture of life, while dealing with my own issues. i have found more love for others. and i am really beginning to understand more of life. it's hard, but it's really good! really good. i would love to hear from you all!